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But Happy. ) a "Thank You" or two or three. Nothing really big or deep, just whatever. So here we go...
You people who keep saying that about IUDs are giving me a headache. Basically it prevents the sperm & the egg from meeting. Not, it lies in wait for the sperm & egg to make contact & ZAPS them both. lol. I could go into more detail but well, I don't feel like it. If anyone is curious as to how it works, either google it or ask your doctor. Anyway. So, I got it put in 5 days ago. I had a tiny bit of cramping the first day & that's about it. My "visitor" has been just as heavy as she always is & I don't feel anything different 'down there'. awesome! I heard some people had problems with it. Some because they went in to have it put in not while they were on their period like you're supposed to (ironically those people I've heard those stories from all went to male doctors). The procedure was faster than I expected, felt a little weird getting it put in but nothing too bad. Especially if you've had kids already (which is the recommendation for IUDs). Hahaha, I'm so stoked to have finally found a convenient form of birth control that doesn't involve hormones! Whoot! For 10 years! Double Whoot! haha. Anyway, more next time.
First comment in like forever on one of my posts & what is it? SPAM. X.X
yesterday...OMG...I told Jon after we watched some other lame ass horror movie that this is the one that would really scare me because it's the type of thing that really frightens me. I remember to this day a dream I had as a young child about a deranged, deformed, smart, psychotic, unnatural being that was chasing me...it ranks among my top scariest dreams, in all my life. Anyway back to the movie...good for a scary movie, I couldn't speak through half of it (a major feat for both me & Jon ), & I literally went cold through parts of it. & I mean not cold on the outside but a cold from within, it felt like my blood turned cold. Awful feeling. I'm almost in tears just thinking about it...I hate that movie! 
It's not like most other horror movies where you have your heart racing, pounding in your chest, where you know something's gonna jump out & when it does & the music booms with it you jump in your seat anyway then laugh at yourself for doing so
...it was just horror. A word that kept coming to mind when I tried to describe myself watching this movie was "livid". I was. I can't say it was a bad movie though, it does the job. You're grossed out, frightened, angered by the bad guys, you yell at, call idiots, are in awe of the toughness of the good guys (especially Mr. cell phone man 
).........but this movie made me feel things in my gut that I don't care to feel, especially unnecessarily, not for entertainment. 
& that's that.
My birthday that is. We didn't do anything...I forgot to get/make a cake...I didn't get anything But just the fact that he remembered (I even got a middle of the day call 
) it made me feel like it was enough. Sounds lame I guess, but it's really not. Can't figure it out though...not exactly how to do it but what to do. 
...I love that movie. It's so cute & sweet. 
& then on to today. Top o the mornin' & Blaise has already half ruined it. In the car I had my Heart cd in & this song came on "Who Will You Run To". lol, it reminded me of him.
2 centimeters dilated & 50% effaced. Could be tomorrow or when I'm due (3 weeks) or even after that. lol. So had this urge to go do some baby shopping today. Ended up not buying anything (good because I'm so way over budget this month ) but I did sign up for a gift registry! Never done one before. I dunno I've never really been one to just go right out & ask someone for something & that's what this feels like to me. Eh, but it was good to at least get all organized what I need & want for the baby. If anyone who reads this would like to get me something. Here's where you'll find it. hahaha. Have to have another ultrasound Monday because I'm I guess "bigger" than I'm supposed to be & they want to check the growth of the baby...lol, I think it means this little bugger is gonna be here sooner than they were all planning. 
I was kinda thinking...well hoping he woulda came March 15th instead of April 15th...kinda like mine & Jon's anniversary baby. Can you believe it? 12 years we've been together. 
It's just amazing to me, not because I didn't think we'd last this long but because it seems like only yesterday. k, gotta go, gotta start figuring out how much over budget I'm gonna go next month. lol. Later.
walks out of the kitchen, spits on his hands & begins rubbing them together)
) but I don't want you doing it. Go wash your hands"
Just thought I'd share this little "LOL" moment with y'all. 
Well, my son probably didn't think it was too funny but...well...it was. 
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